so much stuff to write about

i find it ironic that the more stuff i have to blog about, the less time i have to put my thoughts down on "paper"...

this past week, i've felt like blogging every day and every night and every morning as i woke up - however, the only down time i've had was while i was at work, and i can't access my blog while i'm at work. maybe i can start emailing myself what i want to post... at least it'll all be written and all i have to do is go home and copy-paste into a post. hmmm... i'll have to figure out a system that works.

mostly, i've been wanting to write about faith and how faith the size of a mustard seed could move mountains. and the faith talked about here is probably the question i've been mulling over: am i supposed to have faith that God could heal? or have faith that God will heal? it seems a little presumptuous to say God will heal, haven't we been taught to say, "not my will, but yours, Lord?" but then it seems like we're supposed to have enough faith to say, this WILL happen because i have faith and because i asked. i'm a little confused on the topic... but suffice it to say that I'm asking for that type of faith, at least enough faith to know that i can/should ask for something.

there's so much more to say but sleep is setting in... i'm not gonna fight it tonight...

g'nite y'all!