happy earth day!

some (not so random) thoughts....

happy birthday, you!

some of my favorite memories of earth day are of getting free ice cream at ben & jerry's while i was in high school.

i also have pictures of one year... and i don't remember what we were doing but somehow i ended up at with a friend at another friend's house looking at his aquarium. weird.

i miss free ice cream.

i miss my friend.

i miss being active. it's only been 5 days since my surgery but i still miss my activities. when can i start volleyballing again? or rock climbing? or swimming? -sigh-

a few months ago, if you had asked me what i would be doing right now, my answer would have been totally different from what really happened today. i actually like how today panned out, even if it is different than anything i would have thought of.

i am wondering how to achieve balance.

in my Bible readings i've been wondering how to take what God gives me and 'invest' in it and use my talents without letting that become a distraction between me and God. i think i want to apply that to all aspects of my life - let Him bless me and help me flourish in my endeavors but not ever lose sight of Him.

so yeah, balance. in all aspects of life.

gnite, y'all, and God bless you!